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I used to write so much. I used to write "songs" if you wanted to call them that, or I would do what I did below, which is alot of verses. XD I was singing them together but it wasn't like song flowing. And I don't even know why I did, I just did. Honestly it doesn't bother me, I'm more just curious what this bitch wanted from my life after all these years. So here's a little story if you will, of him and I, and really it probably won't make any sense. And I paint this kid in such a bad light I know. But like, he's a fucking twat. :) 

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i don't remember the color of your eyes

i don't remember you favorite color

last time we spoke, was literally years ago

there was a time i thought i would die without you

i thought i would never get over you

you pulled me in pulled me in so close 

just to slam the fucking door

then you came around and told me that you loved me

you wanted to be with me

the summer wasn't a game

but it was but it was but it was 

so we dated for like the 3rd time maybe

i don't remember, but we were together

i thought that's what you wanted

but you didn't actually care

i was just a hook up

but we never hooked up

you're just a shit face

are you still getting shit faced

i remember i would talk to you when you weren't you

i tried to get some drunken truth

it never really worked did it 

you hit me up if it was intentional 

we'll never know, i deleted it

and though i'm curious to know

i know i'm better on my own

what we had was nice and all

but i was just a teenager

when i fell in love so hard, i wish you fell too

but if i recall you fell for some other girl when you went off to drexel 

and if i recall it didn't end well for ya 

so thanks for using me that summer

and thanks for making me feel like i wasn't good enough

i don't even care anymore, it's water under the bridge

but if you're gonna message me 

you might not wanna block me

i wish a part of me didn't wonder how you were 

cus i know it doesn't matter 

are you still hung up on me

cus i've been over you for some time

i've always been out of your league anyway 

so just stay away 

cus it's over and done

i don't want anything from you

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