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This page will be used for when I'm "inspired" to write more artistically, then just a blog post. Like songs and poems. The reason I created a page for this, is because depending on how I feel, I can write a few things at once that aren't as structured. And I would like them in 1 place, not scattered. Lol my life though. XD Okai cool hi bye.  

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"Again"

Are we just a flame that's burning out
Did we catch too hot and too fast 
Are we gonna get burned again 

Am I too much
Or not enough
Where are you
I'm always on my own 

Gotta stop putting us on the back burner 
Cause you'll forget about it
And when you come back it's a mess 
Who's gonna clean it up

I don't wanna play the blame game 
But I'm going kinda insane 
Cause you said you were in
But I can't find you anywhere 

Don't play hide and seek like they did 
Don't tell me one thing, when you don't mean it 
Don't get mad when I'm leaving
Cause you fucked this up, you fucked us up again 

































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